Of course being HIV+ has many many draw backs,and sex ,or lack of it,is a huge one for me!!!See,i love my sex,or used to.I am on the methadone program and havent had many urges and so i dont bother lookin becasue i think that as soon as i mention my HIV+ status,well girls arent going to be turned one thats fer sure!!!With my GF now gone from aids,i am now alone,well i was alone long before that but i am still living by myself.It gets very boring as not many friends drop by lately.I have been clean now for 3 1/2 yrs and have yet to make love to a woman.
THEN TONIGHT I WATCH THE PASSIONATE EYE:MEN IN BLUE,THE STORY OF HOW UN PERSONAL DRUGGED & RAPED A FEW HAITIAN YOUNG GIRLS,AS THE BLOODY BEDSHEETS ATTEST TO,THEY ARE NO LONGER VIRGINS,AFTER LOSING IT TOO BEING DRUGGED THEN RAPED AT THE HANDS OF UN SOLDERS.SMALL WONDER THE UN WOULD WANT TO COVER UP THIS STORY!IT IS A SAD DAY WHEN A FEW STUPID ACTS EFFECT THE OUTLOOK OF THE EFFECTED TOWNSPEOPLE.HOW ARE THEY SUPPOSED TO BUILD TRUST NOW?NOT A GOOD SITUATION AND THE UN SHOULD HAVE CHANGED THE WHOLE REGIMENT OF SOLDERS,BRINGING IN ANOTHER GROUP THAT HAS BEEN PROPERLY DEBRIEFED ON THEIR MISSION.I STILL HAVE FAITH IN THE UN AND ITS MANY GOOD EFFERTS,BUT THEY NEED TO STOP WITH THE BS. RED TAPE WHEN A COUNTRY IS IN TROUBLE ITS ALOT BETTER TO RUSH IN & STABILIZE THE SITUATION ASAP.THEREBY STOPPING THE DEATHS OF MANY.AHH WELL,YOU DO THE BEST YOU CAN WITH WHAT YOU GOT RIGHT FOLKS???KEEP THE FAITH AND HOPE ALIVE!!!JESUS SAVES SO BELIEVE AND BE SAVED!!!PS SAFE SEX SAVES LIVES SO SAVE A LIFE TODAY!!!THE LIFE YOU SAVE COULD BE YOUR OWN IF YOUR SMART AND WEAR A CONDOM!!!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

